Blog #4

Hello Bloggers ! Today is my fourth week so it means that im using my E-Journal for a month now.I was so tired and stressful this week due to many activities and projects in school and my mother is also adding my problems to me.Last July twenty-fifth was the election for the SSC(School Student Council) officers and I was running for the escort but before the election all the partylists made a presentation for the students to gain votes.So,I and my partylist members made a dance production.I was so happy cause the viewers liked our presentation and they cheered especially at the part when I and all the MARVEL partylist danced the gimme gimme,and we were shaking/vibrating to the fullest because the beat of the music was so very fast.I was at the MARVEL partylist.MARVEL stands for Moving forward to A Responsible,Valiant and Educated Leader.Afterthe election all the candidates were called to the faculty room to see the result of the election.Bad to say I lost the election but it's okey because everything happens for a reason.I was ranked two cause my opponent got twenty-one more votes than me.My school announced that their would be clubs like choir club,math club,science club,dance club,night club(just joking) and many more clubs.I decided to join the SJAD band.Cause it seems cool to have an own band and I know how to play a guitar but I don't know when the SJAD band would start.Today,I feel now comfortable with my english teacher Sir Josh,not like the first time I met him because I though that he is a terror teacher and very strict.I knew that he is friendly and nice but im right that he is very strict especially when comes in deadlines.I felt comfortable when I was hanging with him and also with my classmates and we were talking even if I knew that sometimes my grammar is wrong due to his english policy rule cause im not allowed to speak in tagalog language.Like last day we were talking about girls and about my opponents in the SSC election.I was emjoying talking with him and I also likes his english policy rule cause my english skills are enhancing.Last morning I was crying at my room because of my mother.She is always bombarding me and now she is planning me to send in Masbate(my province) after my first quarterly exam in school,she said that my horns are growing because she compares me to a demon and she said that im hard headed and always fighting back to her even if my only intension is to defend myself and explain why I come home at 6pm.I know myself and I know that im not doing unnecessary things cause im disiplined and I also have a high grades cause im learning well.But she thinks that my friends are bad influences to me cause she doesn't really know what im doing  and she thinks that she is always right.Sometimes I told my mother that she is out of her mind because of her doubts to me.Sometimes I though of being a soldier so I wouldn't live at home in my college life cause I rather like living in a military school than living in my home cause I feel that im in hell when im in home because of my mother.I wish I could stand on my own feet now so I could have my own home and go their and have complete silence and relax.I come home at 6pm sometimes cause sometimes i have someting to research for my homework and sometimes I play my favorite online game so I could relax cause every people need to relax after their stressful day and theirs nothing wrong if I would like to have fun sometimes.I know that she thinks that im doing drugs,drinking alcoholic beverages and joining fraternities.When I told my classmates about what my mother think of me they wouldn't believe cause they know who I am and they know that I don't do stuffs like my mother thinks.She didn't thinks bad things to my sister even when my sister comes home at 7pm several times.I think its better for me to be quite rather than explaining to my mother because she will just think that im back fighting to her and I really don't like to study at Masbate because awhile ago heard my mother talking to the principal of the school in Masbate and their are talking using visayan dialect and for me it seems indormal and I know that in Masbate their is no english policy rule.This is all that I can share for this week and thank you for reading my blog.God Bless guys !